today things just turns out great...cant get on the stage to join the singers team, but that's fine...have a great lunch time with the whole gang at bumbu den..."u-know-who" feels bad about being rude at me today and apologizes to me as well. man, i love him, but i surely am not in love with him :) it's funny to see his expression when he apologizes...looking back, all the conflicts, fights, and endless arguments we had are making us closer than before...

I love u, but, i'm not in love with u...just stay this way, ok..

"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover."
Mark Twain

taken from linkin park's "NUMB"

i'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
i don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that i take is another mistake to you

i've
become so numb
i can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

p.s. in the world where i can be anything...i want to by MYSELF...

hi there...
i'm into poem...for those who are too...let's get in touch :)